HELLO GOODBYE; HERE (IN YOUR ARMS)

EDIT 291207
HAD A FAB BIRTHDAY XMAS AND HOPEFULLY NEWYEAR (:(:
some sucky in-betweens but it's over and doneee
(p.s cue to slap my mouth before i jinx anything. okay i just did.)

++ng huiyi is back. WHEE.

MY DESKTOP'S JUST BEEN UPGRADED SO
piccas up soon.
manymany!
FINALLY!

and how my heart's about to burst into a million pieces
so it must be true
YY

IT'S TOO LATE TO BE TRIPPIN' ON THE PHONE NOW.

suddenly hit with realisation that i had no extra income last month (no tutoring, the twins were on a break) but was happily spending like there was no tomorrow leads to equation of no income THIS month.
and THIS month's equation holds POST EXAMS + BIRTHDAY + CHRISTMAS = zomfg.
plus tis the season for my fave woollen scarfs, button-downs :C
i'm a very sad girl now.
finally liberation to roam the streets but but tsk tsk.
yes before you call me materialistic, mundane, think of your empty christmas present sock.

&by the way don't ask me about my chipmunk hamster cheeks.
just know that i've had wayyyy too much supper.

yes my blog is a meaningless virtual space for ranting and in no way serves any form of leverage.

She’s going out to forget they were together
All that time he was taking her for granted
She wants to see if there’s more
Than he gave she’s looking for
He calls her up
He’s trippin on the phone now
He doesn’t want her out there
And alone now
He knows she’s movin it
Knows she’s using it
Now he’s losing it
She don’t care

would it be okay,
if i left today.

b: you know that i adore all of God's creatures and the metaphors they inspire but fluttering butterflies? they got to be murdered.

STUDY SHENANIGANS.
i'm getting really bored of studying. seriously seriously bored.
and i'm so stressed that i'm so relaxed. (the irony of this juxtaposition)
but anyway.
this epitomises our unproductive boredom.




shit, caught eating.

the TWEETY handphone strap budds KINDLY gave me.
it came with the chickadees (WARNING: do not be conned by its mockable packaging. highly addictive!!) from 7-11.
it's currently stuck on the cover of my muji notebook, not on my ear.

i wonder why i don't see FLag anymore :C

perky ass, yo.

this is supposed to be a shot for lesbo mag.



audrey hepburn vs. holy bible

wenjia thinks we look like we're surfing porn ._.
innocently looking at her pretty wallpaper pls.



BYE.

-
i can't describe you in 5 words.

--
hweeeee;; why aren't you here to go for A for Andy with pearly &i.

A FINE FRENZY; LIFESIZE

so she said, i'm just waiting for you to fall out of it.

NEED TO BREATHE; HALEY

mr. blue and his animal farm.

giving up
cos it's so easy to do.

YOUNG FOLKS.

an over-sensitive touch screen pad that hits a new level of annoyance
and a phone that ought to be thrown away.

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this should be good,
except it's not.

i just know it.

THE KOOKS; NAIVE

it's goodbye for now;;

but meanwhile we still have these with us
so s'cuze the pic floods and overindulgent of incessant V's (tremendous need to show off manis 'cept they were far from visible) that scream i'm a Jappo/ Taiwan meimei





HOME WAS CAGEFUL OF JUMPY FUN
(yes it's a pain (literally) smiling in braces. so no comments pls)

LIGHTSSS flourescent lights

and then.. INTRUSION OF GREY GOD-KNOWS-WHAT?!
huiyi the photographer pls explain how did this alien swirls shoot out from da and i!

gave me major chills at 12:56am
shall not mention the coincidental THREE sticks THREE of us are grappling on to in such a manner that COULD suggest ..

?!@#$%^&*

virgin driving lesson today was exciting yet drowsy.

i swear i turned round and round the circuit a million times

and i'm all cross eyed now.

zomg. it's back to school.

tell me it's not true

or how to stay unblue.

(pardon juvenile AAA rhyme scheme)

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edit:

fnkly ` says:
the alien thing ah
fnkly ` says:
HAIYO
wend'y says:
the one w us bai-bai-ing!
fnkly ` says:
ITS HUIYI'S CAMERA STRAP DEAR!!
wend'y says:
..............
fnkly ` says:
hahahahahahahha
fnkly ` says:
wah baibai all
fnkly ` says:
WILD IMAGINATION WENDY TOES

wend'y says:
WTF
wend'y says:
I FEEL DAMN RETARDED
wend'y says:
HUH HW COME Y'ALL LEAVE ME OUT OF THE CAM STRAP JOKE
fnkly ` says:
hahahahaha
fnkly ` says:
i dont know
fnkly ` says:
she just showed us the pic after then we were like walaooo
fnkly ` says:
maybe you were too into the music hahaha
wend'y says:
yea i think i was really Forever Lost

mystery solved.

hweeee, sorry for doubting your camera skills.

actually, it WAS your cam skill!

tskkk.

&yes, back to email we shall be! (:

LET'S GO SAILING; SIDEWAYS

What's the best fog?
When it's sunny and foggy at the same time. Like being inside a paper lantern.
And it's your birthday and you wear a party dress, and you're inside.
And everything's bright, nothing but brightness.
And you disappear into the fog.

GUESS WHO WAS BACK IN TOWNNN..

i know my fringe is too long and i'm shaggy the doggy
and the gap in my teeth is too friggin obvious and i'm wendy the baby..
but in a year, IT WILL BE COVEREDDD!
JUST THAT NOW I'M FUGLIER THAN USUAL BETTY IN BRACES.
yea, braces.
effffffffed up.
but ofcourse multiple cuts and ulcers aren't stopping me from crunching timtams and tempura icecreams ._.
so much for 'braces = diet!'
-quote from all my friends trying to impose positive mindset on me

GUESS WHO'S GOING BACK TOMORROW..

ohwell. it's okay i'll have more piccas posted soon!
p.s zouk sucked but
we Y HOME (: (despite Forever Lost x3)
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every single time i look back i don't know how i allowed my mind to be fucked, like how these naive little thoughts wholly possess me temporarily and i start believing all over again.
it's like little impulses you should, but never learn your lessons from.
the only determining factor is how long it takes to regret that impulse.
so right now the time is up and all i feel is ..
my funny bones are tickled.

-

She felt it was inevitable, it was why she had come, and she would let herself fall into the bright fog.
The small voice went inside a trunk and sank to the bottom of the sea.

DAMN REGRET; redjumpsuit

no more ice crunching >:CCCCCCCCCC

stop this superficiality.

and this unjustified extreme ennui.

in this flood of disappoinment
something's gotta give.

PLEASEEEEEEEE.

janet fitch; paint it black

wend'y says:
WE WERE SAYING IF WE'RE SAD
wend'y says:
WE MST DRAW ON OUR OWN EYES AND MAKE EACH OTHER LAUGH
orget me nots and marigolds and other things that dont get old says:
HAHA LOOK WE HAD SO MUCH FUN IN THE FAST BUILDING R/S
forget me nots and marigolds and other things that dont get old says:
IT'S ALL WORTH IT MAN

EIGHT MORE DAYS TO
2BUCKS YTF AND IKEA WEIGHING SCALE : D : D

made my horrid day!

MY UNINTENDED

we spy with our little eyesss..

yes laugh laugh laugh at my retarded face

<3 buddie &erdinger!

c!

val, c and i

lesbian partner 24/7

disgruntled uni kids :c

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disenchantment.
derivational suffix, derivational prefix, derived word.

sometimes you think you found something
but after a wild goose chase
draw a circle around it, at a blank
glazed to closed eyes
pumping to still hearts.

Before she can see what they've done
Nobody told her she'd lose in the first round
The last fight was fixed from the start
Name's on her sidewalks they move through her body
Like razors they cut through her heart

Night life
the high life
she just wants a good life
So someone remembers her too

random

see, huiyi, i'm still alive. promise more to come ohkay

&our gorgeous Y!

veeff used to make me (:

shut up shut up
i don't wanna hear all your secret thoughts screaming in my head
nor your blatant ones.

over and over and over again.

HUMDRUM.



these days, I mostly feel like one of these sporadically scattered tees, waiting but also trying to shirk from being picked at.




“I love a blouse that’s dumb, I love to use the word dumb. It’s not knowing, and the word blouse is so out of fashion that I love it—a blouse that’s dumb. And gabardine. That’s what people need to be wearing right now.
It’s more psychological. For people that don’t have any interest in the psychology of nuance, who need everything to be in their face, who don’t want to analyze . . . those aren’t the people I romanticize about dressing.”

-Marc Jacobs

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in light of Topshop being sued for blatantly plagarizing Chloe's designs (among others),

"street style is constantly copied by designers, so why shouldn't the street swipe it back?"
would be a good argument but then again

"If Forever 21 and H&M are forced to make their own designs, we'll start to really see mass fashion compete with runway fashion, because it will probably be just as innovative, exciting, and new.
And if mass chains need to hire good designers - not ones who copy the runway, but ones who challenge it - there will be far more jobs for incredibly talented kids without "parents who are real estate moguls"."

methinkst the line between runway and street has been outrageously crossed and blurred and with easy benefits for consumers the lack of impetus for infringement control it's completely impossible to spin it back in control - or back in a clearcut line..

but anyway i believe it's not what you wear but how you wear it.
&poor Topshop, it could be imitating Chloe, but streets of Bangkok and China are flippantly making copies of their designs all over streets bustling with foreigners too, and there's no one to sue.

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say hello to my only friend (&also hello to dwarfdom, wenjia's 170cm) throughout the 2 days of orientation that we attended. i think it was supposed to last 8 days.

(lazy to flip as usual)
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long overdue picture i took of my farewell gift to huiyi ng.
(who is coming back sept!! :)

this is the cover of the zebra striped box

and the inside..
yes, it's a box within a box.

i want to visit people present on the day this picture was taken..
play boardgames and be secretive about tactics..


(i miss the chocolate overload too)

endnote :
uni life suxor.

(it's cream from cake)
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sigh. i can't even begin to describe the extent of how much i dread stepping foot in there again.
for now i shall be heading out for gossip/ politics/ foodie session soon.

wend'y says:
i dont want! theyre not you guys!
wend'y says:
haah change is not in me man
wend'y says:
this is where im the exact opposite of you
wend'y says:
i'll never be independent
lately says:
thats why we complement!
lately says:
thats why we're pals
lately says:
do you want some krispy kreme?
lately says:
a dozen
lately says:
all kinds for you
lately says:
and tim tam for you

:'c

HAVE YOU EVER BEEN IN ALONE IN A CROWDED ROOM
well i'm here with you

khiel's blue herbal moisturisor
eye drops
clothes
muji notebooks

go to school

get out of this dump.

-

KnockedUp is fucking hilarious - the best comedy i've ever watched and i don't even really like comedies - which might or might not say a lot about the show but the point is, it is good. The humour is coarse yet sweet. It's insensitive yet heartwarming. If you know what i mean.
What i have a problem with though is that Ben, the male lead, would never have fallen in love with the female lead's .. inner beauty if she wasn't half as gorgeous or had two gargantuan balls on her chest for boobs. Just saying. It's just screaming for comment keeping in mind the number of times he swoons 'you're so beautiful' when he first sees her. I mean if she was a fat cow with a huge nose and no boobs to speak of, without impugnation he would be fucking his bong - doggy-styled anyday instead of reading baby books and swearing to turn his life around.
Life is cruel this way.

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It was a nice gesture. Something you overlooked a year ago but i would never.

of course i know it's okay;
it wouldn't be if things haven't changed
from afar, watch it turn to gray.

Far away
This ship has taken me far away
Far away from the memories
Of the people who care if I live or die

Starlight
I will be chasing a starlight
Until the end of my life
I don't know if it's worth it anymore

LOOKS LIKE IT ALL WENT WRONG

WHAT AM I TO DO WHAT AM I TO DO

\the magic numbers; forever lost

Now that it's raining more than ever

Know that we still have each other

You can stand under my Umbrella

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australia stole my everything pal.

depression.........

you suck up all those idiosyncracies,

every little thing

so you don't forget,

so you'll still feel her here.

this feels like a eulogy.

..

CHOY.

..

(:

YY

And yeah I'm sorry

I was late but

I missed the train

And then the traffic

was a state

And I can't be arsed to carry on in this debate

..is where the Y is..

hehe i think this shot is damn funny

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@hotel 1929

this. bitch. is. leaving. me. here.

always in wonderment.

(i'm so sorry i lost the other pics.. will upload them after the mystery is absolved)

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a very random night @mambo

now you see me,

now you don't..

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i'm still waiting for xo yupian..

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patriotic day @floating stadium! (featuring posterboy of the day HAHA he was just standing in front of our BIRD'S EYE VIEW of the parade so he's like conveniently in a lot of our random shots of the parade)

introducing trueblu sporeans stephcheong and i in whites.. (PAP?!?!)

see that tiny yellow star!

(and the guy nxt to steph w his hugeass cam.. ._.

uncle, we caught the stars w a normal digicam..)

yea..lazy to flip.

itsy bitsy fingers..i'm gonna catch those lil fleas.. just kidding. helicopters looking cute and making my fingers look stubby. okay they are. anyway they had this landing on the water which was pretty cool to see real life.

..LUCKY DRAW. very very sly ploy to get us to manage our own litter. i felt quite insulted that they would typify singaporeans this way and on this day..

(&yes i wore red flats. and i have a blueblack on my thigh.)

yea lazy again..


such a singaporean shot..

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someone let it go.

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very pictorial, not in the mood for words. off to zzz.

night world.